i realise some of my student council frens are so stress up
for the whole day they can sit at home doin council stuffs
in and out of hse it’s sch, sch and sch.
today went to sch for STA FOP briefing
managed to be the student leaders for the FOP
for me i’ve done tis role zillions of time, and i think i will do a great job
especially im the pioneer batch of the school.
i realise that the yr 3 are getting on very very well
but not me. yes i noe them but dun really get along well
wif the fact then im in a arts and design sch
i cant expect much sporty guys and gers in my course, as well as my sch
the guys are always dressing up whenever they come sch
and for me, i carried a big adidas big wif shorts and slippers.
even for sports, not alot of STA students are in it
but im glad that STA students are doin projects that stirs the sch
i cant rmb how many time you rejected me, and the word ‘no’
but 1 thing i can definitely say,
other then that time that i treat, it has always been ‘no’ till now
i hated comparing, but i cant help but doin so
and i noe u will hate me for being so unreasonable
but reading wat he wrote,
i realise that u say ‘yes’ to him almost everytime
i think everything lies on me la… no matter wat
it’s just me… i ask u out, ‘no’
i ask u tis, ‘no’.
i ask u that, ‘no’.
everything is a no.
i dunno where u place me in ur life
i presume… it’s somewhere behind?
seeeeeee…. im emo again.. zzzz